Did the city blind me ?
Was going through some of my old mails and I happened to skim through some stuff I had written when I was 19. This was the time when I had newly relocated to Mumbai and was working as a trainee at Blue Lotus Communications.
It was magical! I was this unbelievably starry eyed girl, wanting to experience every bit that a ‘work life’ had to offer. I had loads of confidence. I was extremely enterprising. I was uninhibited, fearless and naïve…. Strangely I don’t possess even half of what I did, back then. Not that my confidence seems to be at an all time low right now, but I am undeniably more conscious and more practical about everything I do now. But five years back, I felt more aware …. more empowered …… As U2 rightly put it, ‘the more you see the less you know. The less you find out as you go. I knew much more then than I do now’….. Couldn’t think of a better-suited context to this line.
Did this make sense? It did to me :)
Mood: Nostalgic
